im sorry mom i have to tell you i carnt do no more for lisa she chose her path in life even with all the support of the last five years so many times ive forgiven her so many times shes threw it back im so sorry i feel ive let you down in a way i said i would always look out for her for you but mom i carnt do it no more i love you loads i really do and would do anything for you im just so sorry i carnt keep my promise to you .......but mom i have to look out for sarah shes such a confused little girl lovely you would love her to bits she needs a stable life mom she carnt have that with lisa in it as she is now she will just hurt her again lisa shes on a self distruct road i think you also would prefer me to stand by sarah mom i can never forgive lisa this time i know you will watch over her (for what good that will be she really bad now)has i can not have no more ever to do with her shes finished has i said i love you loads and im sorry i couldnt keep my promise mom i hope you forgive me i really did try i tryed so hard xxxxxxxxxxxx