shiner3003 19th June 2009

hiya nanny C just wanted to say a big happy birthday on ur 60th i always thought we would have a big party wen u turned 60 isnt if funny how life goes lol i hope you are happy where ever you are and i hope you are looking out for mum she has had a realy hard time of it latley she realy need some support so if you could just send her a bit of upliftment just let her know you are around x i love you so much nan 6yrs and 39 days you have been gone and it hasnt got any easyer sometimes i sit and think to myself what i would give to see you one more time just to spend 5 mins with you just to be able to tell you how much i love you in person nan it hurts realy bad i dont know what to do i realy want you to come back i know its not possible but i realy do. I sometimes think how easy it would be to come to where you are then i look at my kids and realise they need me more nan please if you realy are still around just let me know something anything will do. As i am sitting here crying and thinking of you i know what you would be doing you would be laughing at me saying stop crying and get to bed lol so thats what i am going to do but nan i realy do love u loads and want to wish u a happy birthday the big 60 gosh you would be old lol xxx love u loads kirsty x happy birthday great nanny carol love Lewis and Miley x