well feeling pretty low today dont know why feels like im so alone mom what id give to just be able to have our little chats again a problem shared is a problem halfed was your saying oh my god i really wish you where around to just talk to me this life is pretty crawl when you think about it there will never be anyone like you in this life again the crawlest thing of all was that both you and nan were taken so close together so i really was left alone i miss you both so much i have my memories but id rather have the two of you back id give back all my memories for the time we had again so many things in life right now are not right not as they should be and i dont know how to make them right missing you always xxxxxxx I miss you in the morning; I miss you late at night. Just to think about you Is my joy and my delight. I can't wait to see you; You always made me happy; You have that special knack! you where with out a dout my best friend ever in this borrowed life you were my mom and always hold a special place deep with in my heart xxxxx love ing you always