hello nan, hope your okay and your being looked after up there and maybe just for once that old man we love so much isnt moaning at you LOL :) well its another year without you and everyone misses you loads i know uncle mark does and id just like for you to be with him today so hes not alone and he knows you still love him <3 its crazy to think that its 8 years it feels like yesterday grandad mom n lisa woke me up and told me about you passing away i remember feeling like apart of me was gone, you bought me up, we loved to argue with each other, and be horrible to the paper girls ;) hopefully your proud of the girl i am today because i know i was proud to say you was my nan your amazing and beautiful and i know that you always had our best at heart just know that we will never forget you and we wish everyday that you were still here. Its not right that were writing to you over the internet we should be cuddled into your arms laughing while listening to daniel o'donnald it wasnt fate that took you it was a pure mistake of the hospital you should still be here today and we hurt because deep down we know that. i bet your so proud of mum and uncle mark they are doing so well for themselves there always helping everyone before themselves and we need to remind them that there special once in a while and as for the rest we know what you would say if you was here they would never have gone off the rails, its your influance that we miss more than anything the laughs the tears the memories everyhting you did made an impression on everyone and we love no words can describe how much we do, give grandad a kiss from me and tell him im sorry <3 il always love him and i never wanted to hurt him, i hope your both millionaires up there :) this poem says everything that i think you would want to: Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep I am a 1,000 winds that blow I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sun on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled light I am the soft star that shines at night Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there; I did not die. so while people read this page and get upset remember them words thats what nan would say! we love you so so so so so much and i hope you love rob as much as i do <3 i love you millions sleep well our beautiful angel <3 GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN <3