through you life you helped so many people many of my memories of you is you helping others i know they were very greatful to you for all you did xxxxxxxx you carried an illness from 1971 that you kept to yourself telling noone about the true resson for your pain i really wish you would of told us so we could have helped you through even with your bad health you still gave life to four children three girls and a son we all loved you dearly though we didnt always show it threw the years of growing we didnt always realize why rules were set and now we are grown we understand but its to late the great man himself took you away from us he took you much to early never really had a chance to say goodbye so sudden it happened that night will always be remembered like it was yesterday showing the conection with you and mark he was so stubon that i should call i needed to sleep so i called to get some peice omg when i called i was not at peice i was told my only true friend in life was gone my heart was broken still i pick up the pieces the pain never goes away i just learn to manage it i only wish i had a chance to say how much i really loved you xxxxxxx has i rebuild my world its hard but i do it through the memories we had together and the privliage of knowing you was my mom love you loads mom how some days i feel your life was taken so quickly and it was a waste of a life then i realize everything about you was worth it all the lives you touched and the special memories everyone holds of you made your life special xxxxx